If you close out of my tabs i will close out of your life
“All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.”
~ J.R.R. Tolkien ~
This is Jessica Anne Homan. She killed herself yesterday. I never knew her but we spoke on facebook a couple times. I’m not sure why it’s so upsetting to me. And I always said, If I ever killed myself, I wouldnt want people who didnt know me or ever try to help me to pretend they cared. But I’m not pretending. I have no Idea what she was going through, but I know bits and pieces. I know she struggled for a very, very long time with self harm and depression. And I’m so sorry. I wish I would’ve made myself sound more sincere, And I just feel like shit. I wish I would’ve made more of an effort to help you. The picture on the top wasnt sent to me. One of her friends posted it on facebook. I hope she knows now how many people loved her, Because I see it just scrolling down her facebook page. I’ll miss seeing the beautiful pictures she posted. And I’ll miss when she liked my pictures on facebook, I don’t know why But it always made me smile. I didnt even know her but She was and continues to be one of the most beautiful girls Ive ever spoken to. I hope she’s at peace now. 11/19/13.